Kotkar, the gambler.
Often without people realizing, they don't see the bigger picture.
Currently people are setting up a ft course. Setting up equipment for themselves and guests. All part of the hobby.
No moaning, just contributing. That's the hobby.
Walking and chatting, taking the piss, banter. That's the hobby.
Most ft guys I know have some serious power options, diversity and experiments. Brain working.
it's the hobby.
I realize through the links you posted you have a decent knowledge of English, better than my written Bulgarian..
Options are always open, walk with the free or dream the internet fantasy.
Choices, up to you.
probably my last post here, I feel the ban hammer swinging.
whatever path you walk, good luck.